Imagine walking up to a flame and placing your hand directly into it and then getting mad at the flame for burning you. Makes no sense whatsoever, huh? I have done this exact thing for longer than I care to state. I allowed the actions, or rather the lack of action, of someone to make … Continue reading Learning to Live in the Grey…
Category: love
Letting Go…
For a very long time, letting go meant that I stopped hoping and built a vault around myself that only a handful had the combo to enter. I thought I was providing myself with the ultimate protection. Reality was that I had locked myself in with all the hurts, pain, disappointment and labels placed onto … Continue reading Letting Go…
Kiss Me…
If you have never heard the song by Ed Sheeran, Kiss Me, then definitely listen to it. I loved the song from the very first time I heard it. There is just such a sweet vulnerability to the song. One day it was no longer just a song that I loved but that became a … Continue reading Kiss Me…
Broken Like Me…A Letter to all the Shaes
A narcissist will say they love you. They are not capable of real love. You are the band-aid for the wounds they cannot face to heal themselves. They love how both the places you are broken along with your strengths feed their ego, cover their insecurities and empower them. The narc envies your aura and … Continue reading Broken Like Me…A Letter to all the Shaes
Mickey Mouse Bullshit…
Yep, I said bullshit. I call bullshit on all that say the words "I love you", but do not back it up with actions! There is nothing faulty about being broken. But if a person isn't actively working on their brokenness and are just wallowing in self pity, then stop the bullshit! If this is … Continue reading Mickey Mouse Bullshit…
Labels – Do they really help?
She's a party girl. He's a typical jock. She's a good girl. He's a perfectionist. She is backwards and strange and he is just a goof. He/she is completely broken and dangerous. That group is full of do-gooders. This group is all the stoners. Does any of that speak of the good in anyone? Yeah, … Continue reading Labels – Do they really help?
Perfect Mate…
We all dream of him (or her), that perfect person that we want to give our forever & always. Then the universe sends us someone. They are charming, smart, attractive and spoiling you rotten. Within just days or weeks this person confesses their love and says that you are the soul mate they have always … Continue reading Perfect Mate…
Pieces of Me…
Want to take a train ride? That's the question I always ask myself when someone wants to start a relationship. Why a train? Well, I have always looked at relationships as a trip. A trip that can be three months, six months, years or a lifetime. If I am completely honest, there have only been … Continue reading Pieces of Me…
Demon Whispers…
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature , shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which … Continue reading Demon Whispers…
A Trek Through Rage Desert…
“Let not mercy and truth forsake you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart, and so find favor and high esteem in the sight of God and man.” Proverbs 3:3-4. Caution, this contains strong language and violence. I am just trying to be as authentic as possible and I do … Continue reading A Trek Through Rage Desert…
Just Shae It 